I have been learning esoteric teachings these past years and I’ve recently learned that it’s forbidden for non Jews. I’m a non Jew and would like to know what to do, how to do Teshuva for learning secrets of the Torah when it was forbidden to me. It’s not that I intentionally was looking for these videos (at least to the best of my knowledge) but I click on the videos, the Rabbi starts saying esoteric teachings and I end up watching the whole video...

Asked on January 17, 2021