Hello rabbai reuven good afternoon i have a question. I'm religious now but my plan is to be non religious later in life b/c I feel as if it's a burden on me that I can't do the things I want to do,I have to wake up early and be tired the whole day b/c I'm learning a book that was written 2ooo yrs ago (the Talmud) which is irrelevant to me and I see my life just as a routine and with no fun/excitement while teens in America,Israel and everywhere else are having fun staying up till late at night but also preparing for the future by working and getting money but I feel that my life is the complete opposite I don't mind to be religious but for now it just feels like it's just a waste of time,money and energy to be religious but instead i want to have fun and have a good time with my friends get a job and have a burden- free life Thanks for the answer.

Asked on November 17, 2020