In the past year I had a few seminal emissions while I was asleep and every time this happened to me I saw thousands and thousands of demon-like creatures when I had my eyes closed when trying to continue my sleep. One time this resulted in me crying in my bed for 3 hours straight because the things I saw scared me so much. I even understood to some degree of each of the creatures how unholy they were which made it even much more scary. I'm aware I'm able to see things people usually don't see. I lose my ability to see these things in my regular sight after an seminal emission. After a long time protecting my brit I get back the ability and I see very vivid lights in my sight sometimes, moving very fast, hovering or flying around for sometimes less than a second or maybe a few. This erev shabbat I saw a little vidid colored thing around the head of my wife and after a few seconds it disappeared. Are you familiar with this phenomenon? Does this phenomena have a name in Hebrew? I would like to read more about this subject.

Asked on August 25, 2020