Shalom Rabbi. I am a Gentile that is currently attending a Jesuit college. I struggled with wasting seed since I was thirteen years old. I did not know the lies of Christianity until I took a Judeo-Christian encounters class last year. I also found the truth in Judaism by listening to the words of the Ramban in Theological Disputation 1263. I hope to convert to Orthodox Judaism two years from now having done full TeShuva for wasting seed. Yet it is extremely difficult to do so considering that I belong to the college swim team and overall every woman I see is immodest with the exception of a few Muslim students. I watched just about every shuir I could find on wasting seed including the Tikkun HaBrit film you made repeatedly and I still fail. I would like to meet you one day so you can help me become a righteous Jew, but now I can only seek advice from you. I do not have time to learn Torah every day and I cannot read Hebrew. Is there something missing? Is there anyway you can help me? Please Rabbi. I know I seem burdensome at the moment, but I can no longer tolerate myself committing this sin.

Asked on October 13, 2021