Hey, i hope you are doing fine, i have a question, i don't know what i really am, i love Hashem, in the future i would like to marry someone who loves Hashem as well and do mitzvots, it's just that i don't feel like im enough for someone like that because i have so many bad inclinations that I'm working on, i know u have said we don't have to worry about problems that dont exist Yet, it's just that i still dont know what I'm gonna do with me, i don't know wether sometime I will be able to make conversion, I'm so afraid of not knowing what to do, i wanna be a better person but i dont know how, it's really difficult to explain all that i feel, i feel confused and frustrated, what Is the purpose of everything? Sometimes everything seems so pointless... I'm sorry...

Asked on May 3, 2021