Kvod Harav, I do mitswot, shomer kashrut, shomer shabat, learn Torah and I dont watch at woman all day, yet I still wasted seed in my sleep on Rosh Hashana two years, and this year even on the shabbat where the sin of Onan was written and halacha of Pgam Habrit came from. What am I supposed to do?

Asked on December 13, 2020