KvodHarav Im a Noahide that wants to convert. My father died when i was 4 and i live alone with my mother. The problem is that she's a Catholic, that doesn't even believe in G-d actually because she's already insulted his name before. She just pretends since in our culture it's a shame to be called G-dless. I have wanted to leave a long time ago but i felt some kind debt towards her especially since we have emigrated and don't have much family living close to us (only two of her female cousins, which she is not in very good relationship with). Should i feel bad for leaving her alone? Also she probably wouldn't want to remarry because in our culture it's somewhat shameful also, and the bigger the ego the bigger the shame. Baruch Hashem G-d has helped me but she also puts me down and makes me feel worthles whenever she has an occasion.

Asked on April 13, 2021