Hello rabbi I have a question. I am a former xtian and I was rarely influenced by pastors and because I never went to church. I’ve done all my research and everything on my own. A few months ago After watching a Christian video about Hannah praying I ended up replicating it and crying out to hashem. I begged for help and pleaded for help so I could raise his name above all names. When I woke up the next day life was very different. I was still a Christian but I felt like praying to Jesus was wrong as well as all my life problems and struggles vanished. I stopped lying and wasting seed and I became a whole different person. ( I was told by pastors I became born again) After that day my life went completely down hill but I pursued hashem with all my heart. After losing my relationship my friends and my family and my view on scripture completely changing. I’ve come to know the truth. I have to ask a really important question. I dug through my family history and I found no Jewish ancestry but when I read scripture I feel an intense connection that brings me to tears as if it’s my family. As if I am one of them. I’m currently getting genetic tests done to see if I have Jewish dna. However I have no explanation for this entire experience. I wake up one day and feel praying to Jesus is wrong and then I suddenly feel as if scripture is my family and that I shouldn’t be eating pork and I should keep the law? Rabbis have said to me that I may be Jewish without knowing it because hashem promised to bring all his children home. However I cannot find anything past 5 generations. Also rabbis also have said I could be a reincarnated Jew.

Asked on December 27, 2020